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July 10th, 2006
03:10 am
eh grow up ya'll!
life's tough get a helmet....
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May 17th, 2006
12:24 am - School
Alright so 1 more final and my first year of college is OVER!!! WOOT WOOT! I can say i survived my first year at Chico State. The weird thing is I dont want to go home. For the past 3 weeks i have been so excited to go home. Today i started taking the stuff off my walls and i was like NOOOOOOOO i dont want to. I love Chico. Its just so....so....not Woodland Hills. I love being at home with my friends being well... us. It's just Chico is just well AWESOME. It's so different here. Not good different, not bad different....just different. I'm not ready to go home yet. I'm not ready to go back to that life. Oy im so confused. I know its shocking for me to be confused. Eh well ill be home on saturday. Then back to work on sunday. It should be interesting!!!!
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March 3rd, 2006
10:31 am - I dont know why....
I dont ever write in this thing! I kinda miss it, but there isnt really much importance to say! Well i'm kinda aggravated/annoyed/confused right now. It just bugs me that we're supposed to be super close friends, and we love each other but Im always end up being the bad person. I always do something i shouldnt be doing. Oh but your just doing that to make sure i dont get hurt. Stay the fuck out of stuff that doesnt involve you. You're just gonna end up hurting yourself ASS!
Anyway on a lighter note, im coming home in 7 days. Exactly one week!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/sleepy.gif) tired
Current Music: Halo
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November 1st, 2005
07:26 pm - 3 test this week and im BORED
name 20 people off the top of your head
1. Cady (Katie)
2. Karem
3. Erica
4. Jacima
5. KEVY
6. Daniel
7. Travis
8. Freshness
9. Ashes
10. Melissa
11. Sharona
12. Reric
13. Hengi
14. Rachita
15. Beta
16. Solly
17. Barry
18. Brian Tauber
19. Bryan Clebanoff
20. Leah
How did you meet 13?
Freeloading Persian/Dance Team
What would you do if you never met 5?
Cry myself to sleep at night, because he's one of the only people that keep me sane....well as sane as i get!
What do you honestly think of 10?
I love her to DEATH...she's my little emo child
Have you ever liked 3?
oh ya baby...give it to me
Would 4 and 11 make a good couple?
yes Jacima and Sharon would look HOTT together
Do you think 12 is hot?
aahahah that's my Reric i cant look at him like that
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
They would be a HILARIOUS couple because he's COMPLETELY NUTTY, and she would be scared
What language does 19 speak?
Clebanoff Language...it scares me too
Who is 8 going out with?
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Is 9 a boy or a girl?
a little bit of column A, a little bit of column B....she's talented...and has a 21 foot penis with its own elbow
When was the last time you talked to 18?
when i went home over labor day, i went to the NE show...it was HOTT
What is 2's favorite band?
FRAME!!! theheee TAKE THAT KAREN
Does 6 have any siblings?
ya good ol' Micheal
Would you ever date 7?
HECK YA...IN 2 SECONDS FLAT...im marrying him I SWEAR
What is 4's nick name?
BITCH, Satan's Spawn....anything evil and devilish
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?
they would have lots and lots of sex
Whats 16's favorite color?
hell if i know....red?
What school does 15 go to?
UCI
Where does 12 live?
as of right now Riverside
Would you make out with 1?
if we were really really really drunk
Are 5 & 6 best friends?
LOL YESSSSSSSSSS, they really are its cute
Do you HONESTLY love number 14?
yes yes i do
What is your history with 20?
we have the same taste in guys so she needs to back of Travis DAMN IT!!! i love leah
Do you have a crush on any of the numbers?
Only on number 2, but she doesnt know yet so shhhhhh.....oh ya and ya on one of them
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/apathetic.gif) bored
Current Music: Jack Johnson
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October 24th, 2005
10:01 am - Because Nicole is cool
This is for the Pickles!
write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as *minutes* it takes you to write the facts.
tagged by: Nicole Pickle
start: Oct. 24th 10:02
1. I'm a girl
2. Erica is my Idol
3. Karem...Karen is BESTFRIEND
4. Travis Forbes is my fiancee
5. Daniel Clebanoff will be my first husband
6. Kevy is my Teddy Bear
7. Beta gave me really good anal on Saturday night
8. Freshie is my Soulmate
9. I love boys
10. I got to Chico state
11. I dont like being away from my friends
12. I love being away from my parents
13. I have an empty house of turkey day weekend HECK YES
14. having my period RUINS EVERYTHING (right Beta ;)
15. I want a Noah Calhoun
16. Dirty Dancing is my favorite dance movie ever
17. I want to get my lip pierced
18. I love my cat more than anything
19. I am listening to the new ashlee simpson CD
20. I left my cell phone in Cady's car
4 mins...so i get to tag 4 people
Tag: Karen(m), Erica, Rachel, and Ashes
Current Mood: ty ty
Current Music: Ashlee Simpson
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October 13th, 2005
09:32 pm - these tings make me laugh
1] Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2] I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3] I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in.
4] I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5] I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6] I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7] I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8] If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/sick.gif) sick
Current Music: Scars-papa roach
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October 11th, 2005
02:23 pm - Can't take my mind off of you!
I'm not feeling too great....in so many ways, not to mention im getting fucking sick!
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Random mix ashley hayes made me
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September 26th, 2005
12:45 pm - I FEEL LIKE THISSSS!!!
"Fall To Pieces"
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
[Chorus without last line]
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/thoughtful.gif) contemplative
Current Music: Avril Lavigne
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September 22nd, 2005
01:13 pm - Erica Read My Mood!!!!!!!!!!
"Better Off"
The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now
And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
My friends keep callin'
They say, they say im stallin'
And they wanna meet you now
I tell them hell no, i say
We're tryin' to lay low
Don't wanna lose what i've found
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Even though im stuck
But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way
Yeah, yeah
Better off in every way
I'm better off in every way
I'm better off today
The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok
Current Mood: ty ty
Current Music: Radio
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September 14th, 2005
September 9th, 2005
12:44 pm - because i feel like it
so my whole plan was to come back to my dorm and do my homework....ya that worked out not at all!!!
Well im starting to accept it here. i dont know if i should say i like it, cause i cant make up my mind. i guess its just starting to be routine. i really miss my friends tho. i had so much fucking fun this weekend. it helped me a lot. it made me realize that even if i am 7 hours away when i come back everyone will still be there and we can start having fun again. we dont start from where we left off but we do start. all my friends reassured me that im gonna be ok. i also came to the realization that as much as i want to go home i cant. i dont think ill ever be able to go back there. well i could as long as i dont have to live with my parents. being home reminded me why i wanted to leave so much in the first place. but my weekend was great
Friday: saw KAREM and NE wow they were hott. NE and karem. then we went to AMC to see who was working and saw my bestfriend Scott who hates me then larry kicked us out. then i saw erica, leah, kevin, TRAVIS, eric, daniel.
Saturday: picked up karem and leah and went to eric's house. I became bestfriends/lovers with kevin's bro Bryan. that guy is freaking crazy i LOVE it. i had a heart to heart with kevin. its always fun. TRAVIS and bobby were there. i realized that i only love travis in that way.
Sunday: went to dinner with the parental units WOW they drive me crazy. but the food was good. picked up Tawnie hung out with kevin.....ahahahah...then spent time with kev, dan dan, erica, karem, and leah. went to denny's with daniel erica and leah. then met up with eric picked up travis and went back to erics. it was fun.
i enjoyed my weekend lots. i did take up all of erica's time but she liked it. and she knows it. AHAHAH i love you erica.
alright PEACE and im ouuuuuuuuuuuut!!!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/happy.gif) chipper
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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August 29th, 2005
09:13 pm - meow meow meow
avoiding hw results in THIS!!!
TEN people you enjoy spending time with (in no specific order)
1.Karem
2.ASHLEY
3. erica
4. sharon
5.KEVY
6.dan dan
7. TRAVISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
8.OMEGA
9. Katie (soulmate)
10. Beta
NINE things I'm wearing:
1. little boy t-shirt
2. BRA
3. JEANS
4. black thong
5. hair tie
6. black sandals
7. diamond ring
8. star earrings
9. shiny black earings that beta wants!!!
EIGHT things on my mind:
1. sex
2. going home
3. anthropology hw
4. my friends
5. u know who!!!
6. Karem calling me back
7. the penguin me erica and karem are gonna buy
8. SEX
SEVEN things i do everyday:
1. brush my hair
2. put in contacts
3. SHOWER
4. brush teef
5. talk to karem
6. drink soda
7. miss my family
SIX items i touch everyday:
1. computer
2. bed
3. cellular device
4. cd's
5. BLANKEYYYY
6. tv remote
FIVE things i want to do before i die:
1. fall in love with someone that isnt completely mental
2. dance with someone famous
3. kiss Chad Micheal Murray
4. feel content
5. travel somewhere BEAUTIFUL!
FOUR things i will never do:
1. give up on myself
2. cheat on anyone
3. hate someone forever
4. kill someone
THREE things i do when i wake up:
1. whine cause i dont want to get up
2. put in my contacts
3. brush my teef
TWO things i love to eat:
1. spagretttiiiiiiiii
2. RICE
ONE person i love more than any other: (not counting religious figures or family):
1. teheheheheheheheheheheheheehehehehee
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/bouncy.gif) energetic
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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August 24th, 2005
03:44 pm - there's no place like home
I really wanna go home. its cool here and all but i wanna go home. i wanna go work at AMC. i wanna spend my night kidnapping The clebanoff's and travis with erica. i wanna spend the day being woken up by karem's massive amounts of phone calls. i wanna feel comfortable. i want something. i want sex. fuck that i just want some fucking affection. I WANT TO HOME!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/sad.gif) depressed
Current Music: Fall Out Boy
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August 16th, 2005
02:03 am - just one of those times
So after Erica dropped me off tonight i was walking up my stairs and went to text him with "i miss you" and that was all. then i realized ANGEE WTF ARE U DOING? so i closed my phone. i dont know why i had that sudden urge, but i miss him and i thought he should know, till my senses came back. if u dont know who im talking about then u dont need to, and if u should know who im talking about u dont then u make me want to cry. so sharon, katie, karem, and ashley should know. the rest of u MIGHT have an idea. and Karem should know this the most because dude we talk in detail. and sharon should know the most most because i told her. LOL.
anyway i leave friday and im really sad. i dont want to go. im starting to get really scared. the butterflies are in the stomach and everything. im at the point to even say i wish i was still going to taft. and i really dont want to start school again. i hate school. doing work. studying. i like being free and having fun. maybe i should just drop out and work at the amc forever. hey they seem to like me there, i could eventually get to manager. i think im just babbling cause it's 2 in the morning and i dont want to sleep. if i go to sleep then i wake up and its one day closer to me leaving. (KAREM STOP CRYING!!!) i guess im just alskdjfalskjdflaksjdflkasjdflakjslkjlkj
Peace and im out!
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Green Day
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August 14th, 2005
12:55 am - because i feel like it
7 DEADLY SINS SURVEY
ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?
ahahahah sharon and karem know since it's obvious
2. What is your weapon of choice?
seduction
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
lol...i hit daniel like half an hour ago
4. How about of the same sex?
i hit someone tonight, i dont remember who
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
i dont know....i tend to piss people off
6. What is your pet peeve?
fake people
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
im a VERY VERY jealous person!
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
my chores....lol my parents flip out so much!
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
when i was like 12 3:00 PM
3. Who have you be meaning to contact, but haven't?
well i did contact them...like a week ago and it was beautiful
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
all my excuses are lame, but funny
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way (the long ones)?
no because my attention span is short...and limited to certain things
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
i cant because its my cell phone and because sharon woke me up 3 mins before it went off
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
ICEEs from work
2. Meat eaters:
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm MEAT
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
enough to spend my night puking in the bathroom, while rachel and beta take care of me
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
mmmhmmm
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
i HATE it, but i live with it
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
SWEET...like meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
LUST
1. How many people have you seen completely naked (not counting movies/family)?
2
2. How many people have seen YOU completely naked (not counting physicians/family)?
NONE
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
heck yes
4. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
sexy ass arms
5. Have you ever been made a proposition by a prostitute?
I WISH....THAT WOULD BE HILARIOUS
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
nope
7. Is love at first sight really lust?
there is love at first sight, but ive only had lust
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?
i have my debit bank card
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
TARGET
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
buy a new car, and some shit for the fam
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
dont they come together?
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
probably, but i tend to make boring things fun for myself
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
LMAO, i stole press on tattoos the other night when erica and i kidnapped Rogan (kevin)
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
ur mom???
PRIDE
1. What is one thing that you done that you're most proud of?
Dance Team, my heart and soul is and will always be that team
2. What is one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
probably going to college
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
actually this is lame, but always having my friends that i have at this very moment
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
1st the worst, 2nd the best
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
no, i AM skill baby
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
fuck ya, part of going to taft is learn how to cheat
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
holding myself back from jumping him
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
ummmmmmmmmmmmmm karem's flexibility
2. Who would you want to go on "trading spaces" with?
someone reallllllllllllly rich, and who likes PINK
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
probably a skinnier version of myself, other than my fatness i like myself
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
nope
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
of course
6. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
as many problems as it cause me....LUST!
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Time Of Your Life
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August 7th, 2005
11:54 am - Bye Bye Bye
OK peoples i leave in 2 weeks. if u wanna see me, im guessing u should let me know within the next 2 weeks!!!!!!! KISSES!
PEACE AND IM OUUUUUUUUUUUT!
Current Mood: tired
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July 28th, 2005
12:13 am - Work in 8 hours and i cant sleep
So because karem is OH so sweet and likes to make me cry i decided to write this:
What Taft Dance Team Means to me:
A forever family- it doesnt matter if u cant get along 99% of the time, those girls and guys are ALWAYS there when u need cheering up.
Forever friends- i met some of the best people in the world there. they have brought new things to me and out of me. whenever im with any of them i feel like a whole new person. i feel like i can be whatever and whomever i want
A true mom- J Mahr has made me feel confidence, she took care of me when i needed it. she is the best mommy a girl could have. she is what really made us a family.
Lifetime of memories- no matter what i do or where i go in life i will always remember that team for what it was. PERFECT. it didnt matter if we lost a football game, lost a comp, wanted to kill each other at practice it was all worth.
I'm never going to forget the 3 years i spent on that team. the people. the places we went. the stupid jokes we came up with. the fights. the competitions we won. the competitions we lost. (BURBANK SUCKS MY ASS) Especially the friendships i made. i met 3 of the most AMAZING PEOPLE of my life on that team. and if it werent for the team i wouldnt be who i am today. i thank all of you. and especially karem, rachita, and katie.
Karem- ur a part of me now and forever. you are always there no matter what. u make me cry a lot. but in a good way. u always make me feel good about myself. and lately i really need that. no matter how stupid i act you always follow and join in or just laugh at me when i need it. ur there for the worst and the best. ur there to entertain me at work. ur always and forever my friend. i love u and im sorry im not staying, even though all signs point to CSUN (TRAVIS). karem just remember "if u leave ill find you!"
Rachita-you are by far one of the funniest people ever. you can make me laugh no matter WHAT! i can be on the verge of dying from crying and u make me laugh. you are just a passionate beautiful and perfect person. you have so much confidence and spirit i wish i could even come close to who you are. i love you.
Katie- you are my soulmate. natasha was right when she said you are the greatest friend ever. i trust u with my heart OBVIOUSLY my soul. you are the best person i could ever meet. i have never met a person like you. you tell it like it is, yet ur genuinly nice....except i bring out the bitch in u and i love it. dont ever change. your going to be the best captain that team has ever had. take them far. and you know what SHOW BURBANK WHAT TAFT DANCE IS MADE OF!!!! watch out Channel Islands...taft dance is on the move YOU KNOW!!!!!
If i could live one thing in my life over and over again it would be ANY moment i spent on that team. even if it was when i wasnt dancing. just sitting there watching from the side. it was the greatest thrill of my life.
I dedicate:
-football games to Katie, chelsea and melissa cause you know dinner time was fun
-bus ride to erin, rachel, negar, karem, christina anwar, casas, irma, noah, althea, hart, syndo, kaitlin, yuki, and everyone who participated in 10 fingers and or strip rock paper scissors
-competions to irma, karem, katie, kaitlin, erin, negar, and EVERYONE who participated in the Saugus split of the crowd...MR GAUGHEN/ACA DECA/SHORT FLAGS wishes you LOTS OF LUCK!!!!!!!!!
And from the wise words of Taft Dance Hip Hop Team AKA Team Taft
PEACE AND WE OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/cool.gif) Ready to Move On
Current Music: I would be good- Alanis Morsette TDT Lyrical
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July 23rd, 2005
02:33 pm - so cliche'
So Karem and I got our tattoos on thursday. I got mine on my foot. i have some wise words of advice NEVER get a tattoo on ur foot. We got matching ballet slippers. Dance will now physically ALWAYS be a part of me. So will Karem!!!! Not only will i look at my tattoo and remember all those Amazing mermories ive had dancing or being a part of something that has to do with dance ill remember Karem. Karem is that one friend that you know it doesnt matter if you havent talked to her in months you can call her up and she'll be there. I love karem so much. I know i know im being all REMO but HEY. Ive been like this for days now. I flipped out at work yesterday in the break room. Chuckie was making fun of me. I admit it was kind of funny.
Anyway my cliche'ness is because im in one of those moods that i just feel like writing. No one has to read it. not many will. a couple will. and give me shit comments like "ANGEE STOP BEING SO EMO" *cough ashley cough* and then ill kick her ass cause let's face it its funny to watch ashley make funny faces. Im leaving in 30 days. I have so many thoughts in my head about it. I dont want to leave. I dont want to stay here. Im worried that i wont be able to finish what i need to do before i leave. im worried im making a mistake by leaving. im i leaving something great behind? am i leaving great people behind? ive had so many great memories. this summer was so much fun. it cant top last summer. but then again im not spending nearly as much time with my girls as i did last summer. i wish i was. damn growing up. im having so much fun at work tho. it has its downs. but its so much fun. as shitty as some of the people are i cant help but have so much fun with a couple of the coolest people ive ever met. there Erica is by far my favorite OC. she is so funny. how many people will come to pull ur register and hold u up with a straw. or threaten to stab u with their HUGE pen. then there is TRAVIS. enough said. travis is my version of the white william dunn. except nicer. SO COOL. and he is in a band. OMG ASHLEY HE PLAYS THE BASE!!!! yaaaa and that's all i have for right now. im off to spend time with my girlie sharonaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
ill be more emo and cliche' laters!
Current Mood: Remo
Current Music: Feels Like Home
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July 16th, 2005
12:25 pm - losers
you know what is fucking pathetic????
*doing drugs
*calling other girls fat, when u are the same size maybe bigger
*not getting over a guy that dumped u for another girl after 6 months
*thinking ur cool cause u do more drugs then anyone else can muster up
get a fucking life!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/moonmama/sillysuns/angry.gif) annoyed
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July 5th, 2005
11:18 pm - where is the red marker...............
OK so i wrote this, and i dont want any emo comments. I dont want any comments "teasing" me. if you have a comment i would prefer it to be out of the mocking me kind. thank you!!!!!!
You ripped me apart.
I should have noticed right from the start.
The nice things you said were all lies.
You couldnt even stop when you heard my cries.
I allowed myself to be a naive, stupid girl.
Now i want to ly in a little ball and curl.
I allowed myself to get attached once again.
When am i going to stop following this trend?
You had me so blind and I couldnt see.
Now i have opened my eyes and I know you are worthless to me.
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: NE always and forever
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